why does this bother me.

and why does this bother you?
why does this bother people?

its a natural phenomenom that is inevitable with human interaction right.

so yes i think i should not think so much about it.

if i don't feel that way i have nothing to be embarassed about.
if i DO feel that way then by then i will be making a solid decision already haha.

one more thing.
i tend to tell myself, life is too short, my time might run out tomorrow. so no point being unhappy.

but why leh?
does that mean happy = meaningful life?
i also believe that sorrow intensifies joy.

so how?
finally understand sinfai's post haha.

i guess this boils down to the consept of balancing logic and emotion. and being sad usually clouds my ability to rationalize so yea. i guess i will try to clear my mind more often :D

on the other hand. i suddenly wanna be a chef when i grow up :D i think its quite cool haha.
life skill heh.

all right that's all for today.

COMING UP NEXT:

1. OP (drag for a week alr)
2. Adventure Camp
3. Wushu
4. Talent Time? haha.

adios amigos.