goodbye my love.

haha was thinking about goodbyes today.

i think one of the most noble people in the world are parents. from the moment they give birth to you, they are fully aware of the fact that no matter how much they wanna think otherwise, you're gonna leave them one day.

yet they stay through to their duty, bringing you up, hoping you grow to be someone useful, always wanting, deep down, some recognition or love in return, but somehow never showing it.

i think that's one of the hardest things to do.
so is saying goodbye.

in songs that i listen to and tv shows that i watch, goodbye is usually the last on the checklist of 'Failure of Relationship'. but i think sometimes its more than that.

imagine that for your further development and happiness, your parents buy you the train ticket that will take you far away into another land. far away from the place you live, far away from them. imagine how hard it is for them to be the one that makes the decision to give you up, to let you go.

it's one thing to have something snatched away from you. it's another to let it free, or even push it away.

wow.

i'm not at that level of maturity yet. not saying i'm eager to say goodbye to anyone. but yea i do wish the best for the people i love. if it means to learn to say goodbye, then i will have to learn so i guess.

NONO ok im not being emo ok! haha im just reflecting. so yea.

ok enough food for thought for a day.
adios amigos :D