purpose.

on school days i set my alarm to times varying from 3am to 5.30am. i name the alarm things that i need to do the next day, for example "cut nails" or "chem and maths" or "run".

without fail, i will wake up at 6am, which is the time my mum attempts to wake me up. most of the time, i will hear the alarm and put it out.

yesterday, i went to bed early and thought about it. and i realised why i always oversleep. i believe it is because i lack a sense of purpose.

i realise every morning i wake up without really wanting to do what i am supposed to do, that is if i remember that i actually have something to do.

so yesterday night i turned in early and woke up, without an alarm, at 5.15am. woots :D i had the intention of running at school you see. like REALLY wanting to do something, not just thinking about it hesistantly.

everything's in perspective so yes. you decide your day. just don't decide it too late :D

haha my phrasing abit weird yes? haven't really written anything for very long
haha... need to start practicing again.

goodnight people.