swimming insights.

INSIGHT #1:

If you're gonna wear loose beachwear to swim, shave off all your unnecessary hair before swimming. my affected areas currently feel like they have been toothpicked.

INSIGHT #2:

(i was struggling with my laps when this train of thought occured)

in the future, i have finished these 30 laps.
wait.
in the future, i'm dead.
hmm.

so that struck me because somewhere in the future, i will inevitably die. so i only have 1 life. and i decided hey, i might as well dream big.

imma make the best outta this life.

so yes,
in the future, i will get a job i'm happy with.
in the future, i will love someone with all my heart.
in the future, i will have children.
in the future, i will have time to take care of a beagle.
in the future, i will be able to see RVWushu grow stronger.
in the future, i will LIVE.

so yes, gonna live it all out, till the day i'm dried up and have no more regrets.

INSIGHT #3:

i realise i don't love you as much as i thought i did. :/

i guess love is like training. as long as you just think about it, then that's all it is: in your head.

but when you actually do it, when you're put to the test, you will know for sure how much you want something :D

of course, love probably is more complicated than exercise. so yes i hope i will have the opportunity to find out more :D

i hope to will be able to, one day, exclaim a solid "i love you."
haha.

ok that's all for today. nights people :D

YAY BEAGLE :D